Happiness??

So, I have been asked this so many times through out the year and well of course I would respond... Yes, I am. All the reason to stop the person from snooping into my personal life, give them an answer that would satisfy them or let them envy you. But, then I would have to ask myself... Am I truly happy? Is happiness doing what you want by any means necessary? I've had a few people that are really close to me break down my life and say that I'm happy but not really happy. Like, what does that mean? My boyfriend tells me true happiness is finding Jesus, having a relationship with him and allowing him to guide your life down the right path. Then another question pops up... What is the Right Path? Who is Jesus? I know of him but do I know him the way I should?
In the King James Bible it says, And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with your heart. Jeremiah 29:13 and I love them that love me; and those that seek me early shall find me. Proverbs 8:17. These two scripture verses tells you who to go to enable to find happiness. But the questions still stands, Are You Happy? I honestly don't know. This journey is still beginning for me. I have gotten so many advice from different people that supports me and those who goes against me. Happiness is a bit hard to obtain because of the obstacles we all go through in life. Some take shopping for being happy but for me it was just a brief moment of bliss, then reality hits and I'm back to square one. Sex is the same way... feeling icky afterwards isn't cool but it depends who you decide to share that moment with.  It's been twoyears since I've decided to be a Seventh Day Adventist and it's only this year I've taken it seriously. I feel that I have gotten a little closer to God then before but I'm still searching for that happiness that I keep getting questioned about. Like, what do they expect me to say... I'm living very well, financially great, I'm living the best life ever but, what do they want to hear??? Anyway, I'll just have to continue this journey and figure what Happiness is.